My Introduction

Greetings. 

I have started this blog in order to express myself and find those in the world like me.  I am a young teenager, living in a house of magick hating parents.  I work within the darkness of the night, where the slumber of others is my only shield.  I would first like to make it clear that I am not Wiccan, or pagan in any way, nor am I a practitioner of Thelema.  I am Jewish, and I will go no further into that right now.  My source of magick learning is from internet sights such as ra-hoor-khuit.net, as well as the small library of pdf's and the few physical books that I have, currently being "modern magick" by Donald Michael Kraig and "self initiation into the golden dawn tradition" by Chic Cicero and  Sandra Tabatha Cicero.  The reason for my lack of books is my minute amount of pocket change, as wel as spending as much money as would not make my parrents suspicious. I am more or less alone in my magickal workings, aside from one of my friends who I will call Frater O for now, who seems to be more interested in shamanism and druidism than ceremonial magick.  I also have many of my own theories about the qabalah and otherwise, mainly revolving around something I call the Ḥayah, which I will attempt to explain a bit later. 

Well, the motto that I chose was Frater R∴I∴M∴R∴,  which stands for Rota in medio rotae.  I Think that this translates to "a wheel in the midst of a wheel" in latin.  this quote comes from the part of the bible Ezekiel, which I think is where the four kerubs are from (correct me if I'm wrong).  I am not religious at all, but I still find this part of the Bible amazing, as I have for quite a while. 

I know that I will probably end up with no one reading this blog, but I needed to get it out.  I hope to find people in the magical world who share my opinions.  If you happen to stumble upon this blog, tell it to a fellow occultist.

LVX,
Frater Rota in medio rotae.